ED

 

For my autoscopy project I focused on my eating disorder. Since the age of three I have been modeling and this picture was the first time I really realized how much of a toll it has taken on me. As you can tell I look extremely sad and a bit lost after starving myself all day to get a good shot where "I look my best." This picture was taken two years ago, but my ED is still something I struggle with to this day. 

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